Carson

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So I was with this one guy for like almost 6 months. But our relationship kind of ended after month 3….so let me tell you the story. We met in December (It was a long distance relationship thing). I’m from Dallas and he’s from Houston. We would talk EVERYDAY like 8 hours or more a day and I never got bored or tired of talking to him. Eventually his school started and so did mine. I was very into my school work bc i like to make good grades, but he was into his work like BEYOND anyone I knew. It’s like he had to try ten times harder to make the grades I made when I didn’t try that hard. Our 8 hours a day eventually dwindled down to a few texts during the day and maybe a phone call at night, to maybe a text at night saying good night, and if I was lucky, a call at night saying good night. I felt way pushed aside and ignored. His Myspace had more attention than I did. We talked about that and he said he’d try harder, and for a while it worked, but then he went back to the same routine. I could tell he felt bad and that he cared for me so much, but his schooling got most of his time. Well, eventually I began finding other people to get my attention from. I found three guys that I messed around with, but all three of them simply wanted a good night and that was it. I felt terrible and I told him what happened. Him and I went downward terribly after that. For the next month I tried and begged and pleaded to talk to him, apoligize, do anything because I’ve never felt worst in my life! After the first month he told me to leave him alone, and I did. Two months later he came back and I asked him for forgiveness and I felt like I couldnt go on like this, that I cared sooooooooo much about him! And he said yes, he’d want to try things again. For three days I was terribly happy! But after that he stopped talking to me altogether for no reason. We spoke once 4 months after that, but that was it. Can anyone please help me figure this out? I have no idea why he left, and I asked before but he said he’d forgotten, which I’m pretty sure it’s a lie. PLEASE what do you guys think happened? BTW we were never “together” we were more like exclusive…
DAMN, FINE I cheated! That’s not my question!!!
Why did he leave so sudden and began ignoring me after he said he wanted to try things again?? THAT’S my question!
And I took it serious! He began pushing me aside and I wasn’t getting the attention I was giving him. So that’s why I looked at other places….