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I need something different than going to a live music venue, going to dinner, or the comedy club. Anyone have any great ideas?

SEE MY BOYFRIEND HE LIVES IN CARLTON AND I LIVE AND DALLAS AND WE ONLY SEE EACH OTHER DURING THE WEEK…I MEAN WE BOTH LIKE EACH OTHER BUT THE PROBLEM IS THAT HE DOESN’T CALL ME OR TRY TO COMMUNICATE WITH ME SO KNOW IM THINKING THAT HE NIGHT BE CHEATING ON MY WITH ANOTHER GIRL WHAT SHOULD I DO

if you live in dallas, i need to know how old do you need to be to go to rythym city and is there any gay/lesbian hip hop nite clubs thats poppin in the D bc im finna turn 18 in a few months and ive never been to a club in my life so i jus need to kno if theres any GOOD hip hop clubs in dallas….

Her being Ashley. I’ve known her for 3 1/2 years. I know it seems childish to say I’ve loved her since I’ve met her.. but I honestly believe that it was shortly after I met her that I began loving her. Though it took a temporary separation to make me realize it. She’s the reason I discovered I was gay. I had stayed silent for almost a year about it until she was moving to Dallas. So I wrote her a note and told her I loved her. 6 months later I asked her to be mine. I’d never been so happy with her Yes. Yeah I’ve technically dated 2 guys before… but I didn’t care about them even slightly. I dated them because I didn’t know how relationships worked not because I mean or anything. Anyway.. we dated for 5 months nothing but snuggling and hand holding, then one night suddenly we were touching and kissing.. we didn’t go all the way but.. a year and 4 months passed and nothing no kisses, just back to snuggles and hand holding.. right up until she broke up with me. Said we didn’t have anything in common any more. I cried for weeks.. normally I can contain my sadness but I was openly sobbing in class day after day. I dug my nails into my arm the night she broke up with me but I didn’t realize it until the next day. I didn’t eat for days except what my friend forced me to. I saw her 3 days later at a party I threw and we acted like everything was fine.. I hadn’t told anyone but the one friend.. she told 1 friend that it was awkward to be around me because she knows she hurt me but she doesn’t feel the same way. I saw her again recently a few weeks at a convention.. everything seems back to normal.. me and her danced but I think she did so out of pity… everyone kept telling me she didn’t treat me right, but I say she did.. I’m sort of in servitude to her but of my own volition. I can’t lose her. I’m fine being by her side to make her happy in anyway I can…. I keep telling myself that I should be grateful that I still have her in my life and I am! but… I love her so much I’m hoping that she just needed her freedom from the long distance commitment for when she goes to college.. just in case.. I’ll wait for her forever.. but I don’t know if she’ll consider me a friend when she gets swept up in college life.. right now I consider myself playing the waiting game which I will do for years… but does anyway think she might look my way again? I’m so lost but I don’t want to lose her.. please help.. someone, anyone, if you can..
Sorry. meant to say that even though I dated 2 guys before technically I’ve never cared about anyone but her. I’ve never had any kind of crush before and then there was her… I don’t want to move on nor do I see myself doing so. I’m undyingly loyal to her.. the thought of me being with anybody else.. ever.. disgusts me. Makes me want to hate myself more. Also I’m extremely shy.. I think that if I could get over that… even slightly that it might go better.. any suggestions for getting over my shyness?

is this a book report or essay im pretty confused .. about them too well anyways it suppose to be a book report any opions

Author: S.E. Hinton Character Analysis: Ponyboy Curtis – Ponyboy is a fourteen-year-old member of a gang called the Greasers. His parents died in a car accident, so he lives alone with his two older brothers, Darry and Soda. He is a good student and athlete, but most people at school consider him a vagrant like his Greaser friends. Sodapop Curtis – Soda is Pony’s handsome, charming older brother. He dropped out of school to work at a gas station, and does not share his brothers’ interest in studying and sports. Darrel Curtis – The oldest of the Curtis boys, Darry is also the acknowledged leader of the Greasers. Johnny Cade – Johnny is Pony’s closest friend and the gang’s pet. They are especially protective of him since he is smaller than the rest, his father beats him, and he is afraid to walk the streets alone after being attacked by a group of Socs. Cherry Valance – Cherry is from the richer part of town and associates mainly with the Socs, but she befriends Pony and the other Greasers and gives them information about the Socs. Bob Gardner – Bob is Cherry’s boyfriend. Johnny murders Bob to stop him from killing Pony. Dallas Winston – A member of the Greasers, Dally has spent time in prison. He helps Johnny and Pony by telling them to go to Jay Mountain to hide out and by giving them money. Two-Bit Mathews – The Greasers’ oldest member. He acts like a mentor or mascot to the Greasers. Steve Randle – Soda’s best friend and another member of the Greasers. Summary: The Outsiders is a coming-of-age story about a group of boys engaged in a dangerous feud with the wealthier residents of their town. The narrator, Ponyboy Curtis, is a teenager who lives alone with his two brothers. He is interested in academics and sports, but does not receive the same respect and treatment granted to the wealthier kids, who belong to a different gang called the Socs. Pony has long hair, which he greases; he knows that people consider him a juvenile delinquent based on his appearance. Pony is not content with his situation; he worries that his brother does not want to take care of him and constantly fears attacks by the Socs. Things get much worse, however, when he and his friend Johnny go to a park late at night. The Socs attack them there and dunk Pony’s head in a fountain, long enough to make him unconscious and almost drown him. When he wakes up, he realizes that one of the Socs is dead, and that Johnny killed him. The two boys run away with the help of their friend Dally, who tells them to go to an abandoned church on Jay Mountain. They hide out for a week, and then Dally comes to find them. Johnny wants to go back to turn himself in, but as they head back to the church they see that it has caught fire. A group of schoolchildren is there on a field trip, and a few of the children remain locked inside the burning church. Pony and Johnny break the window and rescue the children as the fire spreads. Pony is able to climb back out, but Johnny is hit with a piece of falling timber and burned severely. The boys are written up as heroes in the newspaper, even though they are still wanted for murder. Johnny is badly injured and will never walk again, if he lives. Meanwhile the Greasers are scheduled to fight the Socs. The Greasers win the fight, and Dally and Pony go to the hospital to tell Johnny the good news. He dies during their visit. Dally runs off heatedly, and later calls Pony’s house to say that he has robbed a store and is being chased by the police. They go to meet him, but watch him pull a gun on the cops and fall back and die as they fire at him. Pony moves on with his life, after being acquitted in the Soc’s murder case. He is never the same, however, and the memories of past events still haunt him. Finally, as an assignment for English class, he writes down the story of what happened. Final Analysis: The Outsiders is a story of rebellion, youth, and heroism. It focuses on an endless, senseless conflict between two groups of young people and the problems that result. Its main character, Ponyboy, watches his world slowly fall apart as the battle between the groups rages around him. The use of a first-person narrator gives the reader a sense of belonging to the greasers, encouraging sympathy for their struggle. Ponyboy is a strong, sensitive, intelligent young person who cares very deeply about his friends and brothers. He often faces danger, and what he wants most is a sense of security and stability. Instead, events spiral towards an inevitable tragedy, and Ponyboy must accept his own powerlessness. The Greasers are young men who refuse to accept the subordinate position that society has given them. The Socs mock the Greasers and the adults in town overlook them: rather than accept their status and live in peace with the wealthier citizens of town, the Greasers seek respect and rebellion. They

Just to add… because of a previous answer I got… I do help with the dog and I do love the thing, and this is not all about a dog, its about 6 years of suppressed anger, please read on…

OK I’m going to leave out all the unimportant details or i’d be typing all day here… I’m in need of some serious advice. My husband and I have been together for 6 years and married since June 27th 2009. Once we got married it was like it all went downhill from there. We were in the process of building a house which finally completed on Aug 27th 2009 and we moved in the following weekend. Ever since we’d been in the house it was nothing but fighting fighting fighting… arguing over very stupid stuff and just kinda picking at eachother. Well on sept 27th there was a huge blow out in the middle of the night in regards to the puppy ( a pit bull) my husband decided to get which I said i was ok with as long as he took care of it… I have too much other stress to deal with a puppy, well he wouldn’t get up and let the dog out even though he didn’t have to work the next day and I did and it ended up being a complete blow out because he thought I should’ve done it because his birthday was the next day… The next 3 days were horrible. We fought every night, screaming matches… he left the next 3 nights in a row and I basically went nuts, no joke… sat with our 2 year old daughter on his moving car to get him to stay. Well I ended up admitting myself into the psych ward on Oct 1st because of advice from close family, friends and of course my husband. Well come to find out, the whole time I was in the hospital he was partyin it up and pawning our daughter off on grandparents. The night he dropped me off when he left he went to a well known night club where we live and ran into his high school girlfriends brother, got her phone number and texted her all night including a text saying he thought he might be “going through the big D and didn’t mean dallas.” 2 days later he texted her inviting her to hang out with him. I found out about this all in my own ways and he admitted to it. He says my going to the hospital was my way to cope and his way to cope was to rebel. I have been a very controlling untrusting jealous person throughout our entire relationship all due to things that have happened to me in the past. I have since been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. He did nothing more than text the girl and did not hang out with her, but because of infidelity in a previous relationship of mine and my promise to myself to never put myself through this again, I continue to struggle. I know most of your responses will be get rid of him, but something i haven’t quite explained here is what a good man he really is. He has put up with a lot from me in the last 6 years and I think we both had our breaking points at the same time. His actions were completely and utterly out of character for him. Everyone who knew him was completely baffled by what he had done. I got out of the psych ward and I have a new outlook on life. I am currently ungergoing EMDR treatments for the BPD and am in counseling regularly. My husband buys me cards, flowers praises me everyday, apologizes everyday, says he is more in love with me now than ever… I have a hard time believeing him, but shouldn’t I?? He’d be gone if he didn’t want to be with me. No one is holding him hostage… I don’t know how to forgive him for what he did. I know I did a lot to him, but what he did put a huge hole in my heart and if any of you know anythign about BPD I go from mad to sad at the drop of a hat and one minute I want to cry about it, one minute I am full of rage. I cry about it and he lets me verbally bash him when I get this way, takes it like a man because he knows what he did was wrong. I want to stop punishing him for rebelling after my years of mistreating him and I want to forgive what he did although I may never forget… I know I am rambling and this is a long story, thanks to all who took the time to read and thanks for any advice any of you can give. I am torn and lost and not sure which direction to go here… Please no verbal bashing… not good for me right now.
shauna, did you even read the whole thing? because had you, you would’ve seen that I am currently active in counseling and that the second that incident happened with my daughter, I admitted myself to a psych ward… You obviously have had no education on BPD and have no room even answering this question!

I am 16, and last night i had the weirdest dream and experience of my life. Well it started last night i was asleep and i was dreaming that one of my friends was snorting cocaine in a bathroom with alot of Black people. (This friend has smoked weed before and tried cocane. He got cancer from smoking. and after recovering continues to smoke) Then i woke up and i heard someone whisper my name (Dallas) Then i looked up and there was an alien looking being standing beside my bed, It was naked with no sex organs and was kind of humped over. At first it scared the living **** out of me then i said loud and firm F*ck YOU. And then hid under the covers and went to sleep. I also kept saying to myself ***** it IDK whatr are ur opinions? Maybe it was like my guardian angel

I know its long but i really need help

im les and ive been with my gf for over 1 year but we have gone out before but we dont count that time. we love each other more than anything in the world. but we were keeping our relationship from our parents since they are not really accepting with being gay. so we decided to not tell them till we turned 18(we r 17).

we were always together and her mom sort of suspected something but we would just tell her we were best friends. but then yesterday i accidentaly dropped my phone in her bathroom and she got it without us knowing. we asked her if she had seen my phone because i tried calling it and they were rejecting the call then the phone was off. she denied it and said she had to go to work we tried searching her but she didnt let herself and ran out the door and left in her car. we didnt want her to get my phone because we had pictures of us together(kissing). we then recieved a call from my gfs sister saying her mom saw the pics and was on her way back. her mom stole my dads # from my phone and called him to tell him everything.

my dad was working in iraq so he quit and hes on his way home and will not get here till 5 days. there was alot of chaos last night. i cussed at her mom and told her off i dont know how much and so did my gf. now im stuck here at my gramas since my dad told them to take away my car and to keep me there till he got here. i talked to him a little over the phone and he told me that what ever i decide to do with my life is fine. so im guessing he meant he will accept it. but my gfs mom just wont. and to top it off her boyfriend which lives is dallas is getting alot of stuff into her head telling her not to let us be together and to send my gf to bootcamp. i cnt do nothing right now but i told my gf to calmly try talking to her mom and try to convince her to accept us.

What can she do to try to convince her mom? what can she say? please help we wont be 18 till 7 months
my gfs cuzn and aunt are both lesbians and she acepts them
my gf said that her moms bf is trying to convince her to put a restraining order so i wnt get close to her. can she do that?

I am the best man in my friends wedding and we are going to go to Dallas to have his bachelor bash. I am from Louisiana and know little about Dallas. I need to know somew fun restaurants and clubs to go to (something more on the conservative side.) I already have hotel arrangements but need some original ideas. Can anyone help? (if it helps we are having the party on the weekend of April the 1st- concerts might be a good idea)

I’m a 25 year old african american female who enjoys a good night life (jazz bars and upscale clubs), outdoor festivals and lots of cultural events. The beach, a somewhat laid back atmosphere with beautiful outdoor scenery. I would be working in the financial service industry, and would want to live close to work. A lot of banks tend to have their headquarters in a downtown/center of town area. I love Ft. lauderdale because I live in downtown, close to work, the nightlife and the beaches, but it’s way too expensive, so I’m looking for a place with the same feel. I’m not sure if Austin, Houston, Dallas or San Antonio would offer that. I’m really confused because of some of the things I’m read about the different areas so far. Honestly, it doesn’t even have to be Texas, I’m just looking to leave S.Florida and go somewhere cheaper that offers those key things. Thanks for any advice you can offer.